Hello Again...

i am stoned, left behind.
And outdated. Hahaha!
I won't forget.
You face these lies.
I can' bear the truth.
Lets face the dark.

What's new.
Stop proving.

sorry very long never update you.
anw, im having the time of my life at changi fire station.
not at school means holiday for me!

once in a while working part-tyme.
wanna save up some extra cash for the holiday im going with some pple at the eoy.
ishishish.....everyday i see chicks at hospital sia!
and today i saw one whom i thot looked like megan fox, but the malay version lah!
so god damn hot!
wow!

anw....i wanna go slip! byez!

Labels: update lor

...i never meant to break you heart. I never meant to do all those. I never meant to do any of those, i never did....i just wanted the best for us.
I never wished for it to turn out this way...but sometimes these things are just so hard to say. I am sorry, but i know you dont find it tat simple to forgive my mistakes. Shit happens i know, but please dont give up on me now.
Im not my best without you by my side. give me another chance to prove myself....

Labels: Seriously

whoa whoa whoa.....

i went to school this morning...but im working night shift today...

i want to go out with all my friends.
I want many many money.
I want my bike.
I want to play guitar fast as hell.
I want to make time go back.
I want to have wireless internet on my Phone for FREE
I want out of Singapore.
I need a shining star right now.
I want to work tonight.
I want to be wasted again.
I want you to be my all...if you know wat i mean.
but my guesses are so wild and crazy...prove me otherwise.
Its hard to trust when old feels come back.

On a brighter note, i love night shift...must bring sleeping bag and camp.
This fire is out of control, we're gonna burn this city

Labels: flames

So here i am...its about 5.30am sunday morning and i feel stupid as fuck.

Haven't slept a wink, and having to work a 13hr job in less than 3hrs.
I feel shit.
Night slipped into morning...something on my mind kept me awake all night.
Caffeine isn't even this good i tell you.

So here i am, doing all i can...pretending im superman.
Growing older...dunno whether i've matured after all these years.
Promises aint mean nothing if cant quit lying.

Im going out of my head the way i think. All the feelings that i get...all the things that go through my head...i need to really start thinking about it...why do i?

Do you know, what they say, about you...stripped of glory and bliss. Old friends come back!

Only when i stop sometimes i know...
Only when you start, then we will know.
Ahh, emo times calls for good songs to accompany...someone by the name Wandi is gonna be otf whole day tomorrow.

I feel shit, so confused about what to do...here i am again...typing this shit on my tiny phone keyboard...can't stop...my mind is racing again...i'm not sure if i can feel right at work.

So here i am holding on to what i can...going to stop here.

Happy morning world! :)

Labels: Knife in my back

I love this girl right here. :)

after much persuasion from a particular minah whom i happen to be in a relationship with, asking me to update this shit...i've finally decided to do it...here it goes..

I, Muhammad Ashraf publicly declare this blog of mine UPDATED!

Don't be emo, hoped you enjoyed reading.

Next update coming soon.